I HAVE JUST RECEIVED A REVELATION! from myself HAHA.
the past few months made me realize something about life. if you are an anchovy in the sea, your contributions to the world will be very tiny despite how full you made the bigger fish. yes you can make a huge difference.. but most prolly, only to the fish that ate you up.
you tell yourself that you want to make a difference to those around you, yes you can. But at the same time, you need to be realistic. when problems are deep-rooted, it takes more than a laugh or a smile to resolve these problems. yes, you can make their day. but its merely a day... not a lifetime.
Then you say.. if every single day, someone makes person A's day, then it'll be enough to make her happy throughout her lifetime. not true. there comes a point when reality will strike the person in the face.. cos reality is so much overwhelming than things that occur on the surface.
miracles do happen. but sadly not to everyone.
but this doesnt mean we should stop trying to make a difference. we should just not expect too much outcome from it.
thats what i did and deep inside im gushed.