i think i'm fated to share weird chemistry with ppl whose names revolve a certain name. ok confusing much. like you know some muslim names have the same meaning even though they don't have the same spelling cos we look at the root word? for e.g. amir, amri, amirah, amra. yeaaa.. and for me.. this ONEEE particular root word is jinxed with mine. i shan't disclose it hehe.
but again, prolly im thinking too deep/much. prolly it's just the fact that at the point where life sucks the most, they HAPPEN to be the reason for all of it. but it's this feeling of always losing out to them even though you know, you are right (and with backup). but you always lose no matter what. it sucks really cos you feel like your life is being sabotaged. BUT then again, no one asked you to not have enough balls to stand up for yourself. bleh.
ok depressing entry. I NEED PERCY JACKSON AND THE SEA OF MONSTERS NOWWW!!!