i cant sleep. even though i have a full day ahead. but blogging seems like the most sane thing to do right now.
humairah has no life as of now. the only day i was home the whole day was on saturday. and my dad came back from work and said "mai.. lamer tak nampak!" like literally.. cos the last time i saw my parents (that day) was like a week before.. it's not like i live in a hostel, no.. i just come home too late to see them.
and it sucks. it sucks feeling like you treat your home nothing more like a hostel. and so.. to compensate.. i thought it'd be only right if i didnt go for syafiq's birthday outing (which i feel quite guilty not going for).. i mean i DO have a quiz on monday.. but im pretty screwed for that one too sooo.. heck. bros before hos.
life is great. GREAT. i am just faced with so many obstacles i sometimes feel like puking. crying would be a bad option cos i'm not going to be a crybaby to life omg. cry = defeat. AND I SHALL NOT BE DEFEATED BY LIFE. not just yet.
i need the strength. and to control my hormones so i can feel more composed HAHA. ok what a way to put it. ok bye i shall try to sleep or study fa.
till we meet again next month!