this is the part where life sucks. where i'm looking out for the purpose God is putting me in this position. and i think i get it. but i am just in denial.
ambiguous much? MY EXACT SENTIMENTS!
it's all about the bigger picture. yes. biggg picture.
anyway, today ashley struck an interesting discussion. i have vowed not to disclose the contents of the discussion. but let's just say, if i were a hard-drive, i'd be corrupt. it's disturbing.
today, we teased bakeri. "HEY PENDEKZ!" and he gave me a lolly to shut me up (nice try but not nice enough keke) AND THEN HE CALLED ME SHORT. I KNOW LAH I SHORT. it's embarrassing nevertheless.
today, i realized something. and i thought why? and the only plausible reason was reason X. and i tested reason X. and reason X proved to be true. but the nature of reason X is VERY extraordinary. ok let's take this example:
you walk down a street. talking to God. then you say.. if you're hearing this, show a sign! then an orange dropped onto your head. you're walking down a STREET. and AN ORANGE dropped onto your head. now.. is that a mere coincidence or IS IT REALLY GOD SHOWING YOU A SIGN THAT "yea yea i heard you already. have this orange! *drops orange*"
now i'm in the same situation as above. just that, now i'm not talking to god, not really. and no oranges were dropped. BUT SOMETHING ELSE WAS. and u just wonder... WHAT THE HELL. THATS FREAKY. and the more u dont want to think about it, YOU CANT! COZ IT'S THAT FREAKY ANDDDDD DISTURBING. bah. i hate this feeling.
here's to ending off this post...
it's easy to preach.
but it's hard to practice what we preach.not cliche at all.