grade me

okie i shall blog before the outage... the day started REALLY BADLY bcoz i had the WORST cramps ever! ok mebbe the one where i was stuck in the train and the bus after tuition was bad.. but u see, im not used to having cramps.. so when i get them, it's really like the accumulation of mebbe 4months of pain? really sakit. so i was late for school and mrs kong told me that i shudnt wash my hair when im having my menses. hhehhh?? tak biase ah. anw. math results was badddd. erm let's just say im a permanent resident for club U. HEHE. but HECK. then got back GP . WHICH I WAS SOOO HAPPY FOR bcoz of my essay.. but my compre (as aforementioned) spoiled the whole thing. but B nevertheless. ooh and so we heard, our class did better than humans! and that the examiner was really pleased with our scripts. =DD. yayy. ok happy. yay. and history too got a B although seahist was really sucky i got a C. but ihist's marks pulled the overall grade up so yay. BBU!

anw i called cikgu regarding some books and turns out paisey. wrong books. haha. ok nvm. then she said smth. ok let's find out on monday. anddd she said my karangan was =/ bcoz of my language. omg and i thought i was banking on my karangan to pull my grades up. suckstheshitman.

just now during ihist, kwok had my script on top, so when everyone (without me) went to kerumun around him, kohzuoming came up to me and asked "eh mairah u dint study for history isit?" OK JUST WHAT WOULD YOU THINK MY GRADES WERE LIKE IF SOMEONE WERE TO SAY THAT TO ME. i was like SHITTHEFISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i failed my ihist AgAIN. NOOOOOOOOO. but then it turned out he was just being a moron, trying to see how i react. NYEHHHH. kentalanmaut. pls i nearly got heartattack from math, that nearly gave me a bypass.

ok let's just hope econs and malay arent very shocking. although, i must say, i have not much hope for econs. i have a feeling i might fail bcoz of that internal/external china qn which OMG I STUPIDLY WENT TO DO. anw. timmy was rather receptive of my results so far. pheww?! as in she dint harp on the U that much. but prolly that's only GIVEN i had my 2 Bs to back me up. heh. it's like this you know. just that it's not quite accurate. the probabilty simply shows the intensity of the scolding. yeaaaaa. ok crap.

anw but getting Bs is no good. As ftw.

im really blogging a lot lately huh. hehe.

sleep sleep

okayy i cant sleep and there's school tomro but it's Just this looming results that scare the living daylight out of me. soo erm i decided to take pictures of somethings which make me happy. or relatively happier. and distract me a little. and hopefully is able to put me to sleep faster with a more relaxed mind. and not disturb luo with my latenight smses. hehe. andddd since my batchmates and i wont have the time to celebrate hari raya this year, i shall celebrate by posting stuff on the bloggie. WOO.

behold the hot stuff. (looking for some HOT STUFF!)

woohoo. this year i spent A LOT on bags and shoes. hehe. ok not me. i suck money from my parents. how lousy. nvm when i grow up i'll give my parents enough money to sent them on a tour to europe yea? make them happy. so thats a justification for the suction of $$ now. ehehe. anw the guess bag was a BAD bye haha! well thats what u get when u buy things 1) out of impulse and 2) not during one of the 2 mega sales.. so i bought it for 20% off thinking that OMG 20% of

is a lot for a guess bagggg. and then i bugged my mom to buy the bag (jan08) saying taht it was ideal for my prom later that year HAHAHAAAA. (then it turned out im not even going for thattt). THEN that june, during the mega sale, the newspaper advertized some sale and hte bag was guess how much... guess lah guess...

39.90

yes i know. total loser. but heck. i think it's pretty and worth the buy although the value is like 40freakingbucks. and i bought it for more than twice (87 i think.)then the coach bag came when am's sister went to the states and my mom got eggcited and asked me to buy the bag which was cheap (relatively) in the us. so heck. who am i to say no. (hehehe) i say YES I DO!

by the way, i dont know why there's a picture of my cat there haha! but for ur enjoyment, enjoy!

i celebrate hari raya already. if u noe what i mean.

and my sisters are the annoyants of the century bcoz they told the whole house that im going to marry sister's husband's cousin who is in indonesia bcoz my sister's husband's cousin's mom aka my sister's aunty-in-law who is in singapore err likes me a lot and has plans. plansss if u noe what i mean. but my mom and i think that shes just kidding u see. i mean like ppl always do? nyeh. anw A's supposed to be this guy who's all gifted and stuff (went to pri sch at 5) ok imba and is now 21? and has graduated from med school. impressive yes. but err not husband material yes? pls not to me. it's not like i want to jual mahal or anything. but u see, im a bad person and only a bad preson deserves me. =) so cannot depend on intervention but market forces only if u get what i mean. i mean when demand is low, tehre shouldnt be high supply. aiyah. heck I give no shit about marriage. i am not getting married as far as i know, as of now.

ok i go sleep bye hoepfully i can.

AHHHH

i was very much hyperventilating when i read the examiners' report for the GP essay qn on birth rates omggggggggg. now i just hope my language wont bring down my overall essay marks andddd my COMPREE omgg. i am just so scared for my compre i just glimpsed through the report. nyehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

help me GOD OH GODDDD!!! ok pls keep me alive until tomorrow or just give me the strength to live for tomorrow bcoz my heart is beating like gazilliontrillionlalallion beats per second and im going to die from overbeating. HAHA. ok i make my heart sound like an egg u noe. u overbeat then the cookie wont kembang. OK. i digress. i shall go and distract myself from err academic stuff.

i just know that, if i were to fail as a student, there are many other routes that i can venture and that are definitely open for me. one of which is to marry a rich guy and be a taitai like teoteo's mom. HAHA. good life. aand i bet ure all going to be jealous of me. ENOUGH DAYDREAMING. ok byebye.

AND OMG blogger's word verification sometimes require ppl with extra eyes to figure out what the shithead they want us to type in that freaking box.

ermermerm

omg the imran ajmain version of the bahasa menjunjung budaya song IS SO HORRENDOUS. LIKE EEEEEEEEEEEE-OMG-STOP-SINGING-URE-SPOILING-IT kind. the older version is much much much better to swallow. i mean listen to. woo my atokuncle is cool at doing songs like this. hahaaa.

tomorrow we are gettng back our papers. like most of them besides malay. and it's scaring the shizts out of me. KALAU A LEVELS MACAM MANER!

AND I DREAMT ABOUT YOU AGAIN U MORON! whyy!

ok im sitting on the edge of my chair coz i saw this little thingish insect go INTO the chair thru this littlest hole ever. omg. these ingenious insects. ANW. just gonna brag about something CHECK THIS OUT! im like top 12 HAHAHAHA!!!!!! but of course after NUMEROUS attempts and i really mean many. haha.

BUT THIS GAME IS SUPER ADDICTIVE! u wanna play. ask me to send u! it's for u to play on ur cell. REALLY ENJOYABLE! teoteo and luoshiloh know it. HEHE.

thank you for 6 memorable years.

the A levels will begin in
5weeks 2 days
and end in
7 weeks 2 days

within 10 working days (excluding weekends) , from the 30th of October to the 13th of November, i have 10 papers to sit for. HAHA. i just realized. but it's not like i have a paper each day.. no.. i have 2 double-paper days. which means i end early early earlyyyyy.

i realize that on the 13th of november will be the last last last day im ever going to step into school as an official student (well ofcoz given that i dont have to repeat my A's heh). and the 31st of OCt will be the last time im going to be in contact with a group of people. it's really goodbye huh.

doesnt it ache for you despite all the misery?

mccain evil

ok who else besides me see the similarity in their looks. haha! i think they can pass off as brothers! doncha think. mccain looks like what dr.evil would be when he ages. HEHEHEHEH. ok stare long into the picture until u agree with me.

wooh today abah gave me day off from school work! =D!!!!! so me and tim went to bugis to buy raya shoes. honestly, the shopaholic demon in me werent around .. just imagine, i wasnt eggcited looking at itti&otto stuff. so i looked around and i SAW THIS SECTION which was there all the while but just that the demon got into me late so yeaa... that was when i saw the shoe that i bought. ok that was a self explanatory sentence. i mean duh. u need to SEE the shoe before buying it right. heck. ok nvm. IT'S SO NICE OMG! but its sister shoe, this other quite nice one was like 60bucks cheaper! HAHA! but tim said the one that i bought was nicer so heck. i choose your brother, sister! hah! just imagine, wearing that particular guy on your feet. PIJAKK PIJAK PIJAAAKKKKK!!!

keke. ok so we went around and was disciplined enough to leave after an hour or so. we only went around the shoe area ah dint venture all floors.. then we walked to busrah street. is that how u spell it. then bought food. i tell u, the food at busrah street is somewhat more exotic than those at geylang bazaar. =D! then walk somemore and OMG HOT NAK MAMPOS. that place is really very very hot. and they were selling drinks bish. thanks ah thanks. they just made the situation much better to endure. but anyhoos, my mom walked around and annoyed me a little with her little nasyid song.. ok dont go thinking "omg how can she be annoyed by nasyid song" bcoz im not agnst nasyid songs.. BUT THIS PARTICULAR ONE! ok b4 subuh, u on the radio, and tehre's this nasyid makcheek song which goes "ramadhaaaann buuuulan yang sucii.. rahmat dan nikkkkmat lalala" OK THAT IS THE MOST ULTIMATE ANNOYING SONG! and their voice OMG ssoooo shrieekkyy! (ok yea i know u're like going.. if they are shrieky whats u man.) but seriously, it's deafening.

on hindsight! there was this aljunied booth along masjid sultan selling records they produce u see. AND there was nasyid album which was SUPER NICE OMG! i cant remember that guy's name. starts with letter 'S' i think. his voice was soooo goood can melt!!! tim dint have enough cash so nyeh dint buy. it's 19.90 btw. a little ex but it's for a good cause. i shall go buy later on.

i saw this mat and minah eating at banquet yesterday. how annoying right. MAT eating sey! tak tau malu! quotes Tina, "tak gune nak mampos, lagi bagos tembak dengan senapang gajah!" u know tina, the seniman BL person. haha authentic. i like abg koos also. HEHE.

ANW TO END. i think fasting month is good for you. bcoz for the first time, i watch a ghost story, and dont get nightmares at all! and considering i actually watched on thursdayyyy. woo malam jumaat u know. but nahh wasnt affected. actually it's just gore bcoz of human only not bcoz of ghosts. hehe. ok. i shall go act like a good girl and study despite being given a day off. =D! aww. hehe. puji diri sendiri nampakKKkkkK!!!

ok bye! happy studying!
and happy examing!

swatch!

woohoo. now that prelims are over, i can spoil myself for a while and look at swatches online =D! first up! miss cutesey - tree of wisdom.


next! if u wear this, it makes u look more girly. the positive kind of girly.
colourstreetsss .

then there;s the elegant. tarnish shine.

and then there's the actually out of season, there a few years ago, sparkling night which i had an eye for in 2006 but then my parents talked me out of buying it seeing it's impracticality and all. it's a necklace btw.. so it'll be buried under the scarf hehe.

woooh! hotstuff!

Mirror-rorriM

yayy so prelims are officially over. altho technically it ended on tuesday for me since today's paper dint require much mugging and totally just much crapping and bullstools. hee. i think im quite confident with my karangan tho im nnot so sure about my part2, bcoz my kefahamans are always cmi. hehe.

ok after malay paper, hang around for a while before meeting teoteo at her house. (luoshiloh had to entertain borborr at home. nyeh. but i think she would be thankful to have not followed us considering the stuff we did.. hehe.) anw teo's house is like 15 mins away from school omg. never knew. and her maid graduated from economics studies but had to work as a maid due to cyclone nargis. like omg very poor thing rite. just imagine, u a graduate, got A'levels and everything and then this natural disaster hits, and u end up washing someone toilet bowl. godd! scary thought.

anw, we went to vivo! and it was 20mins away from teo's house. haha. then watched that Mirror movie. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. just incase u dont know what it is, it's this horror movie supposedly lah.. about mirrors taking over ur body and u end up committing suicide. AND IT'S M18. it's the first m18 movie ive watched in a cinema (besides those we bought at dvd store and stuff hehe) and the sound system dint help much in containing the fear within. HAHA. i think the whole theatre kinda know tammieteo's fullname by now with my constant (OMG-TAMMIE-TEO)s. haha! IT'S GORE TO THE INFINITE EXTENT. try imagine this. mirror takes over ur body. u dont know shit abt what ure doing to urself. u just feel the pain. mirror-self takes ur hands and puts them on ur teeth and pulls ur jaws apart until u die of screaming to much. yea. ITS THAT FREAKY. zomgz.

the ending sucks. it's like GOGOGOGOGOGO! YAY! then TOINK? ok u get the feeling when u watch. eh but i kinda predicted there was going to be a twist in the end when the camera moved from his right face (right hand side of frame) to left side of face then shifted to left hand side of frame to show the mirror-ish effect u noe. ok i shall not spoil it for those who havent watched. hehe. BUT yeah. something like that happens.

THE MAN BESIDE ME HAD HIS PHONE ON GENERAL MODE AND IT WAS FREAKING RINGING AND HE TOOK HIS OWN SWEET TIME ANSWERING IT. MORON. i felt like turning to him and say "hey you moron off ur freaking phone u monkey!" but takper puaser kener bersabar. kalau tak batal. =D cant stand it when ppl eat popcorn polok2, like what.. what are u? a pig? chicken shits.

after which we went around shopping. then WE WENT TO TIME ZONE AND WOOOOOOHOOOOO it was funfunfun! haha just that this guy freaking hogged the daytona station ah. bish. so we had to play on the mazda/subaru racing machine. which is nothing compared to daytona coz firstly it was dark u cant see where ure going, and secondly, it sucks. ok
then in the end, we got ourselves, a deck of snap, old maid and teo wanted twisties while redeeming our 'tickets'. HEHE.

i cant stand MAKCHIKS who go around complaining about life under the hot sun. coz i was there till about 5smth so i thought, since i felt like eating banmien, i shall go to banquet and buy. then this makcik tendering to the stall was talking to another makcik who was tapauing food also lah. then the tender was complaining about how her boss was very thisandthatthisandthat (really annoying) and then the other makcik said "ALAH! tapi at least kau kerjer kat tempat aircon! aku kerjer bawah panas terik tau! puaser2 ini naik haus!" ALAMAk. i felt so pissed off. ok mebbe not my business. tapi aper gunernye puaser if the whole day u just complain abt the pains of fasting. like seriously, go taubat ah siket makcik. then they were comparing ages.
"saya dah tua dah!"
"saya pun!!"
"saya 56 tau!"
"saya 62!"
"ah samer lah tu!!!"
seriously? since when age becomes a competition? and what do u get for being the oldest? sickness? death? tsktsk. and im sure 56 and 62 are the same! godddddd!! makciks are the ultimate. anw i action not to be a malay to save myself from the embarassment and the makcik treated me twice as worse as compared to when im a malay. and u talk about ppl discriminating u. how bout a change in the attitude lady?

anw in the trainnnn, some dunman high kids were bitching about doing RJC physics paper and one of them said "so far i think rjc paper was easy. for the structured ans part, i only dint know how to do 4 2marks questions". BIG DEEAAALLL. go ask royce yap to combat u in physics fastest fingers first and see who wins. HAH!

OK! im letting go of all my rants after buker. HAHA. hows that for a good muslim. HEHE.

I DINNOE SCHOOL STARTS ON NEXT FRIDAY!!

good luck to me

the corn on my finger has doubled! and how that happened i have no idea. but whether or not it's worth it, i am slightly unsure of that.

we shall have a grand alliance!

ok so somewhat most of my papers are over. omg prelims. and to think that i actually aimed (at the start of the year) to get like AAAAB AHAHHAA for my subject. it seems hilarious how ridiculous the aim looks now. nyeh. i do not have the slightest bit of confidence in me to actually get good grades for my prelims.. it's not like we dont study no.. but the questions are just so B#(&$(#*A#)*&*($#&(*#B@)*(#()*@I!!!!! spot the letters only. not cursing not cursing.

ok so today was iHist.. another pain in the ass and for the fingers bcoz we *quotes tammieteo* are put in for slave writing. which is seriously no joke. one stack of 8 sided booklet handed in after 3 hours. no joke. a lot of frying of the brain too.

ANW bah. iHist. was my last hope for history, and with my gigantic handwriting, i wrote like an average of 3 1/2 pages.. which (to you may be banyak) but NO IT ISNT. it's not enough. and the worse is when u're torn between question which dont really have much confidence in both but u NEED (DIE DIE NEED) to choose within the next second or u'll die trying to finish the paper.. u get what i mean?

so the dilemma i had just now was with the choosing of the Grand Alliance qn and Arab Israeli. EEEE i dont like regional conflicts i dont bother understanding. so like thats the best part about choosing to spot right, u dont have a choice. so i had to do Grand Alliance in the end. And with my 6 words per line exam-handwriting, my points were up till the end of page 3 and the page 4 i spam with conclusion HAHA!

and woo. surprise surprise i had like 1 minute spare. WOW. trust me. for historians, 1 min is like BIG DEAL. u can write a whole conclusion and get 2 more marks than ur other peers in that one minute. dont believe me, go cross reference. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SBQ .. i have no confidence also. my casestudy skills suck macam penyedot. bah.

ok now i shall bank in on Math (HAHAHA MAI WANTS TO BANK IN ON MATH!!) ok joke of the year. but no choice. i shall rot with my Es while the rest get their As.

OOH btw i tell u a secret. i kinda spotted someone cheating? but i was wuss enough to not report it. ok mebbe the degree of cheating was not serious but that girl, like at 2.26, the teacher told us to check if we had 4 printed pages and turn over, she freaking just left the qns facing up and like starting analysing it (in her head of coz). I WAS LIKE OMGGGG BLATANT NAK MAMPOS. and even befrore 2.26 rite, she was like lifting the paper up to see THROUGH the paper. OMG these ppl so kiasu until want to cheap. babi betol. alamak tersasol. tapi takper. ter.

i think, being really really optimistic to a great extent, that if the teacher marking my econs P2 is lenient enough, i need to get 22.2/30 for each of my casestudy to get a B. HAHA! ok let's just hope the casestudy is ownable. =D

anw. today. history. moron.

i spent 5 minutes pondering on the nationality of bloody bao dai. (bloodybaodai sounds nice haha!) then i realized that i used to think that a french asian was kinda clownish. SO FRENCH=>VIETNAMESE. stupid mai stupid. waste time only. nyeh. then math, before that, my eyes were like dying to shut themselves up bcoz of the lack of sleep... SURVIVED math, went home slept for an hour and then buker. haha. so convenient. ANW math was horrigiber. BUT i thought CT2 was worse. heck. let's just hope for the best. yes. hope for the best. the best. the best.

anyhos, bright note! GUESS WHO WON THE US OPEN (MEN) HAHAHAH i know a bit late.. BUT WOOO ROGER FEDERER FOR THE WIN! keke.

wwoooohooo!

life is at its toughest. and they say, the darkest hour of the day, is right before the dawn. you just have to keep on going.

sighwigh. ok toodles!

US open! woo!

Andy Murray has reached his first Grand Slam final after beating world No1 Rafael Nadal in the semi-final of the US Open.

The Scot won an entertaining battle 6-2, 7-6, 4-6, 6-4 to set up a meeting with Swiss star Roger Federer on Monday.

WOOHOO!!!! yayyy nadal is out so the chances of federer winning the next grand slam is HIGH HIGH HIGH!! i hope federer gets to regain his title as world no.1! WOOOO!!

anw. econs. dont ask. nyeh.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I. A M. H O W. K A N C H I O N G. N O W!!!!!

OMG i think the prelims fever has FINALLY sunken into me. LIKE FINALLY and now im like OMGOMGOMGOMGGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOMG panicking for almost everything. WHY is math so IRRITATING! like one time u can do the next u CANT WHY!WHYWHY! anw i had a dream yday.. and i was sitting for history P1, and a CHINA question came out "To what extent was the Tiananmen Crisis a turning point in the economic devt of CHINA?" OMG it's like the ARaBisraeli plus Chinaquestion add together! I WAS LIKE AHH>> I KNOW THIS BUT I CANT FREAKING REMEMBER SHIT. ok let's just hope that question comes out... since i had put in some thought to it HAHAA. omg but it'll be so freaky if it did. like omg im psychic. zz-zzz.

ok anw. ECONS on monday and i kinda like JUST started revising HAHAHAAAA nice mai nice. OMG and like kung just emailed us notes on CONSEQUENCES OF INTERSTATE TENSIONS.. which, i dint go for the lecture.. but who'sto be blame other than myself. i know i know. BUT OMG WHAT IF IT CAME OUT AND I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA WHAT TO WRITE!! but nvm i have 6 choices. BUT WHAT IF THE OTHER 5 CHOICES ARE DIFFICULT MACAM TAIK GAJAH! ok relevance of taik gajah. i dont know. bottomline: im panicking and freaking out. SHIT. how am i going to survive. SHIT.

Hello God! this is the cue where You come in and help me!

furry caterpillar!

NYEHNYEH my house is infested with ulatbulu aka hairycaterpillar.. i show u. it's exactly like THAT just that it has a greyish tint to it. YUCKS. anw my house is REALLY infested with it. coz u see, rainy day. super rainy. caterpillar comes INTO my house for shade. so we kill it with baygon HAHA. anw they are super gross. noword to describe just how gross. but the ultimate kind.

ANW i need some motivation to get A's over and done with.

SO i am coming up with a list of things to do after A's yay.
- bake
- watch: POPULAR! (omg i found popular on fanpop! does anyone watch popular? it's this super cool show shown on channel5 around 1999-2001. HAHA. iceage i know. BUT UBER COOL.
- watch: FRIENDS
- watch: Despohousewifey 5 HEHE
- watch: Grey's 4 WOO.
- watch: MANYMANY korean dramas
- upload stuff into ipod =D
- SHOPPING. omg my shopping skills like dropped from 10 to 1.
- and i need to work and get money to do all that. HAHA. but the watching bit, can just watch online. ooh fanpop is purely coolshits.