ok so somewhat most of my papers are over. omg prelims. and to think that i actually aimed (at the start of the year) to get like AAAAB AHAHHAA for my subject. it seems hilarious how ridiculous the aim looks now. nyeh. i do not have the slightest bit of confidence in me to actually get good grades for my prelims.. it's not like we dont study no.. but the questions are just so B#(&$(#*A#)*&*($#&(*#B@)*(#()*@I!!!!! spot the letters only. not cursing not cursing.
ok so today was iHist.. another pain in the ass and for the fingers bcoz we *quotes tammieteo* are put in for slave writing. which is seriously no joke. one stack of 8 sided booklet handed in after 3 hours. no joke. a lot of frying of the brain too.
ANW bah. iHist. was my last hope for history, and with my gigantic handwriting, i wrote like an average of 3 1/2 pages.. which (to you may be banyak) but NO IT ISNT. it's not enough. and the worse is when u're torn between question which dont really have much confidence in both but u NEED (DIE DIE NEED) to choose within the next second or u'll die trying to finish the paper.. u get what i mean?
so the dilemma i had just now was with the choosing of the Grand Alliance qn and Arab Israeli. EEEE i dont like regional conflicts i dont bother understanding. so like thats the best part about choosing to spot right, u dont have a choice. so i had to do Grand Alliance in the end. And with my 6 words per line exam-handwriting, my points were up till the end of page 3 and the page 4 i spam with conclusion HAHA!
and woo. surprise surprise i had like 1 minute spare. WOW. trust me. for historians, 1 min is like BIG DEAL. u can write a whole conclusion and get 2 more marks than ur other peers in that one minute. dont believe me, go cross reference. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SBQ .. i have no confidence also. my casestudy skills suck macam penyedot. bah.
ok now i shall bank in on Math (HAHAHA MAI WANTS TO BANK IN ON MATH!!) ok joke of the year. but no choice. i shall rot with my Es while the rest get their As.
OOH btw i tell u a secret. i kinda spotted someone cheating? but i was wuss enough to not report it. ok mebbe the degree of cheating was not serious but that girl, like at 2.26, the teacher told us to check if we had 4 printed pages and turn over, she freaking just left the qns facing up and like starting analysing it (in her head of coz). I WAS LIKE OMGGGG BLATANT NAK MAMPOS. and even befrore 2.26 rite, she was like lifting the paper up to see THROUGH the paper. OMG these ppl so kiasu until want to cheap. babi betol. alamak tersasol. tapi takper. ter.