and now it's just... over.
thank you. if i could say that to everyone who was involved, everyday, of my life, i would.
i don't know why there's this feeling of emptiness in me. Maybe it's just because my life was filled with so much in a short time and then it just ended. Just like that. it's like an exponential graph gone wrong with a dip at the infinity end. you get what i mean?
yesterday, was the night. and throughout the wholeeee drama, i was like whispering cues and stuff under my breath like... "fawaz! come out now! ah yes good!" "omg lights! oh ok good!" "recording! recording! ah okay good!" "omg omg why the audience laugh? oh okay nvm good." YOU GET WHAT I MEAN. anxious and nervous in their most-wild extent.
and then when pusphawati died. in me. something died too. and i was awaken by this sudden realization that it has ended! BAH. i know i have been ranting about drama all year round about how we were very unproductive and all.. and now im being all emo about it. But maybe thats how it's suppsoed to be?
although drama has been successful, and many gave their positive comments and stuff.. i have this unaccomplished feeling. and i dont know what. i'm happy with everything else but there's this portion in me that feels uneasy and unaccomplished.
it had to end with a bang.