a shopper's paradise! wooooo.
i made popats follow me to mustafa centre after drama prac yesterdayyy. HAHA of all places rite.. but really it's awesomes! popats hasnt been to mustafa for ages.. come to think of it, how is that even possible.. so i gave her a tour round mustafaaa! haha! to the sports apparel... to the supermarket... to the fridge-fridge areaaaa... to the coooolix stationery areaaa... to the funkeeyy art and partyy area!.. and to littleindia's little kinokuniya! hahaha! funfunfun stuff at mustafa! haha we shud really consider going to mustafa for learning journey or smth =D!
down. down. down. down.
do you know what it feels like to have had thrown something out of impulse, then a few years later, you search for it and realize that a few years ago, you actually threw it away out of rage.
have you ever had that feeling where you see the person you were a few years ago as being a totally different person now? u read chronicles about you a few years back, and it's like being a character in 'The Time Traveller's Wife' where you meet your-past-self and yet, you cant seem to identify with her.
today, something made me look at my super messy shelf and search for a particular book. but what i came across was a small book, which i remember, i used in sec 2 to jot down thoughts. so i read the content.
level of maturity: 3/10
handwriting: 4/10
but i think. i was happy. so i wanted to find out more.. what i have forgotten and i remember that i once kept a personal diary in my drawer. that was when i found out that it was nolonger there. coz i threw it away a few years ago, since i thought it'd be of no value to me in future. but i was wrong. i need that piece of crap now. coz i need to pull myself out of this state of .. neglect.
goddd.. i've sinned so much..
so much that it feels all empty inside.
people take for granted what they have now, when they lose what they have now in future, they start regretting and realizing that they should have been better then. but all they do is regret and not reflect. that. is. exactly. my. problem.