i had an afternoon-mare while taking a nap today. it was kinda scary. but it was only scary when i woke up because it was scary how i reacted in that dream... have u ever had that feeling where you dream of smth.. and in that dream.. you did something or reacted to a situation and when you wake up, you find NO REASON at all why you should have acted that way..
for eg: You dream of a friend going out with a guy you used to like.. then u cryyyyy your lungs out.. But in the dream it seems like you still like the guy.. but in reality u dont.. .... It's different from the really dumb dreams about jumping down a building coz ur friend's pet hamster died. There's a slight nuance.
so once u wake up, u go like "What the hell.. why the hell did i cry so badly?" partly because you're ashamed of urself for the possibility that u still like the guy rite? But also you wonder if it's just the friend herself.. maybe the problem lies with her and not the guy.. But why do u mind her so much?