whats up with people who think they are such big shots and simply simply simplyyyy refuse to comply? personally, i really cant stand these people because firstly, they make my life miserable, and secondly, they make my life difficult. I know I sound highly self-centred.. but that is exactly what i need to be.. i need to think more about myself rather than to jaga the hati of people who dont appreciate my work and simply simply simplyyyy take me for granted. seriously, what problems have you? you think you are of a different level from the others? you think you are indispensible? you think you dont need to follow protocol? but here's what im telling you. as much as you think you are so much needed in the scene, you need to realize that ur reputation lies in our hands.. you need to realize who's the authority here.. you need to realize that there's a limit to how cocky one can be. i dont give a shit if there's potential. if the real substance isnt shown, how am i to be convinced of your ability? gosh. telling people that they've got potential is the last thing u can tell someone cause it just makes them freaking laid back.
the school should really consider paying their leaders for their work. and if the school did, i'd be quite rich already.
i know how ive been ranting and whining in my entries nowadays. but thats just how life is now. it sucks like totally. eff it ive not cursed in months. now you've just given me a reason to.