yesterday night, i dreamt of acceptance. which made me happy. but also wonder. about the possibility of the acceptance. i guess most of the time, ppl just dream but never did they think the possibility of the clouds they are on giving wayy and then they just crash land.. KABOOM! in other words, reality is almost never like what dreams deem them to be? soo stop dreaming and just do what u can!
that aside, i am getting very tired of studying. it's not as if i have been studying a lot lately for the CTs. it's just that studying has lost its interest already.. i dont get the excitement for studying as i did like 6 years ago? i need to want to work my brain. it's seems like i cant find that 'on' button in my brain to start producing nice interesting passionate ideas. bah. this sucks. i need the passion for the As.. esp if i want to do well..
anw adil appeared on arena just now! haha he loooks so cute with the harry potter hair haha! congrats RI btw for going to the next round =)) ajaaja adil and team!
i hope you feel just like i feel
FAT HOPE!