national day celebrations yesterday was the most grand school celebration i had gone for, EVER. but i guess at the end of the day, it will be more grand (and would have more affection on me) if i had been on the stand with my friends, making a heeckkk of a noise with light sticks, singing national day songs in a choir of off-tuned voices. it hit me yesterday evening, when we were singing the school song on the field, that if i had my friends around me, then i'd sing with more gusto! =) as shulin and i would put it hehe.
im sore. bcoz of many many things. many many things that make me really sore. im not being emo no. i doubt im even very depressed. im just sore. sore that life isnt going as smoothly as i wish it would. but you see noone has a perfect life. you want to live in a fairytale? sure. but even those princesses went thru a lot of hell before having a 'happy ever after'. maybe i'm just going through that phase of going through a lot of hell. my happy ever after will come sooner or later. nevertheless, after every 'happy ever after' there'll be a PART 2. then a PART 3. that's it isnt it. life is just like the ocean. there's so much for you to venture but it's unpredictable nonetheless. one moment you'll need to fight through a tsunami, another moment it'd just be a small wave. there will be waves forever, but the moment will come after every wave that.. you'd just find urself facing the most perfect sunset. at the end of every misery, there would be a prize to claim.. the happy ending.