hoho. yoo see this mushroom, we painted it with my bare hands. I think it's the cutest mushroom ive ever seen AHHAA. ok im not praising myself for being one of those peopl who drew/painted this mushroom.. but im sure gonna miss all the mushroom craze during lit week. AHAH
"Draw rounder mushroom..!"
"Not cute enough!"
"Toadstool or mushroom?"
"Want what colour dots on mushroom?"
"YOU SPOILT MY MUSHROOM!!!"
"buy shitake mushroom for mushroom pie!!"
"NO BUTTON CANNED MUSHROOM CHEAPER!"
"STRAW MUSHROOM!!!!"
"NO! BUTTON CANNED MUSHROOM!"
until someone went to extent of calling her brother a mushroom unintentionally. HHAHA
"my mushroom said (...) " HAHAHA
baking 57mushroom pies in a day is fun! HAHA.
tehre's so many things to do yet i choose to slop around having no sense of urgency whatsoever. typical. but it's okie. after i watch prison break i shall saikang everything and be imba! =D after debate ended.. for us.. everything went back to the slow pace for me. no need to go rush to national library to do research. no need to go home and saikang my imba script. no need to go out at 8pm and come home at midnight. im missing it all. i want it back.
im not sure why im being so sentimental and emotional now. but im like missing every single shit there is to miss in this world that i once never thought i'd miss. ok mebbe a little. i read harry potter in the morning and when i reached the last page, it struck me. "this is the last page of harry potter you're ever going to be reading in your whole life" (smth that uve not read that is.. of coz there's going to be the reading cycle all over again..but it wont be the same..) it struck me so hard that i decided to read it slowwwwly. ive never had goosepimples reading harry potter other than POA. but this book was the bomb. i cRIED at reallyy goosepimply parts.. not when characters die but when i FEEEL the situation. ok no spoilers. but im so going to miss harrypotter. although i think that picturing a little boy who looks like harry by the name of ALBUS is a bit hard. i keep imagining a boy with dumbledore's head. HAHA.
i find that it is hard to be true even to yourself. you want to tell someone the truth but ure just so afraid that they might not have the same perception as you and thus, shunt u away or smth. but i really need to let out this feeling. i need to let out this feeling to those who went thru the same phase as me. it's not the same as sharing it with someone who totally doesnt know niting abt nothing. it'll all be sooo biased. although i get the replies that i want, at the end of the day it's like winning a debate with an 8year old.
i agree. it is tough.