living in a made-believe world feels like youre walking on cloud 9 until reality strikes. then it's like being hit by a passing-by airplane and immediately you are thrown off the cloud and go crashing into hard earth! ouch. reality hurts. bish.
sometmes i wonder if little kids get crushed when they find out that barney doesnt exist.
that bloody purple dinosaur is just a made-believe character but the media makes it look so real.
i remember when i was 6 (i think) i told my mom that one day, if i had enough money, i want to take the whole family on a vacation to cartoon-land. and when my mom told me (nicely) that there isnt such a thing as cartoonland, i was REALLY VERY VERY crushed. i really wanted to meet bugs bunny. how idiotic it seems to sound, but it happened. hai. however crushed i was, my mom took us to goldcoast australia the next year to meet bugs bunny at movie world. haha! i was happy.
i feel damn emo. yet again, ive been crushed by reality. *screams* but not since i was 6. no. i just hope that this time, there will still be something that can overcome this feeling. although i dint get to meet cartoon-ed bugs-b, i did get to see spastic bugs-b walking around, waving frantically at little naive kids. and i hope this time round, something like that happens as well... however fake it is, i need to overcome this feeling.
today is emo day for everybody. my tummy feels emo too. =/