old folks.

yay! i feel very accomplished. i shall sleep as soon as i can and wake up at 4.. (like Said said.. "your brain works best at 4am") i shall try that out. =P!

anw today our house was opened for people to visit.. anddddd we started from 3pm nonstop till 10pm) AND HOORAH! nice people gave us money. ehehehehe!

malay- i need to write more karangans. darn. it. im getting more and more worriedddd!! i hopeee the topic will be on gejala sosial.. coz most of the vocabulary i memorized are VERY VERY related to gejala sosial. haha! if it happens not to be ... thennn i'll either stupid enough to be dead or i'll be smart enough to squeezee in gejala sosial as a related issue. seerie's teacher gave her useful notes
on gejala sosial. i shall quote these people. =)!

face- AHHH! my face. i need a dermatologist. or wadever they are called. my pimples are like GROWING ALL OVER! like even in the eye! HAHAHA! loser rite! ok my right cheek has got 3 HUGE ones and 2 small ones.. my left cheek has 3 small ones. my chin has two small ones. and my forehead 2 small ones. DAMN IRRITATING. OH YEAH. my left eye. ONE HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MONSTROUS ONE! but good news/bad news.. how ever u view it.. i'm getting my eyelid slit on tuesday =P! to remove the pus! yumyum! the doctor said "if the medication worsens the condition you'll come back and have ur eyelid cut. I'll get the pus out." HAHA! the good thing is.. no more eye pimple! bad thingggg is that.. NO ANESTHETICS! HAHAH! so i cant actually FEEEL the SHARP knife cut my eye. i dont know why they are goddamn stupid not to numb our nerves or smth. just bcoz it's the eyeeee! tsktsk

HAPPY- TIM BOUGHT ME THE BAG! NEW URBAN MALE!!! AHHHH!!!! anw it's this pinkish red bag! and it's so pretty! i cant wait to carry it. ive been parading round the house with it wakakakaka! =)!

good luck to me and the other sec4s for ur Os. may God bless us more on this day. =P!

happy hari raya!

almost half of the money i've collected yesterday will go to paying my dad four months of unpaid bills. HAHA the reason it's still outstanding is because singtel cheated me! charge me for using gprs on 7th of august when my phone was spoiled!! like i dint use the phone at alllll... and ofcourse the super a lot of smses. hehe! but yeah.. money went just like that after i collected them earnestly. hai. nvm. that's just the first day lah. =)! more to come.

im thinking whether i should get out of the house now and go to the clinic for the eye operation coz the bulge is incredibly big. i'd rather walk around with a white bandage over it than a red bulge. it got worse yesterday. haihai. of all days.. HARI RAYA! tsk.

anw i need to fast real soon. raya is so not a healthy event. oily. oooh! jon leong emailed us again! HAHAH!

btw to all the muslims out there!
SLAMAT HARI RAYA!!

made happy. maid gone.

TODAY i'm both HAPPYYYYYYY =DD and SADDDD =((

Happy first! hehehe!

mel called me in the afternoon and she saed.. "MAIMAI! I HAVE GOOD NEWS!" and i thought OH YAY! at last after a million years.. ive been waiting to hear this. ANW u noe segarra was telling us he would give the best improved student thruout his classes some attractive gift. and yeah so happens it was me! woohoo!! and mel saed it is a HUGEEEE DOG! hahaha! not real one but a plushie. =P yay! mel made me happy! THANKS MEL HOOOO!!! =))))))!!!

anwhows... SAD...

my maid got kidnapped! kekeke. ok not to that extent.

but she got SENT BACK TO THE AGENCY!!!! BBAAAAAAHHH! long story. but we're trying to get her back coz WE SOOOOO cant survive wihtout a maid NOW!!! like HALO RAYA IS IN 3 days!! =( but anw she was so poor thing. she cried when my mom told her she had to go due to some unseen circumstances. boohoo. then she salam-ed me... liek KISSED MY HAND can? haha! i think she wants to be young at heart. hai. pls bring her backkkk!

the ONE

hideepops! you know it's funny when u call someone kak and that person calls u kak back. HAHA! that happens with me and my maid.. example:

she: kakak, ini letaknya di mana?
(elder sister, where do i put this?)
me: kak siti boleh letakkan di so-and-so
(elder sister siti can put this here)

HAHAHAH! ok funny. we both call each other kakak. anw i hope she stays here permanently. tim saes that she is rather slow. i shall train her to run on our threadmill frequently so that she can work on her stamina! HAHA! do u think that'll help? nyehs! anw we call her siti coz her name, like i saed is siti maisara.. and we dont want to call her mai cozz.. thats me hallo? haha and we dont want to call her sara coz we dont want to get reminded of our ex-maid.. whose name was siti sara. =S haha! (she sleeps without clothes in the open space upstairs. so we sent her back. haha!)

WOO! i feel rather accomplished.

police report (ticked)
termination of simcard (ticked!)
termination of ezlink giro (ticked)
replacement of ezlink (ticked)
replacement of phone (well... it's the old one ar.. so yeah.. ticked!)
replacement of sim card (ticked)
replacement of ic (ticked)
GIROlize ezlink (ticked)

WOOOOOO!! but however accomplished i feel, losing a phone/wallet isnt something i would want to go thru again. it's not only a heartbreaking incident.. it's a TROUBLESOME ONE! OMG! i am so exhausted. anddd it has affected my studies. as in at least for malay. shit lah. =(!

i need to buck up man. i need to improve. if i get karangan marks like taht and paper 2 scores like shit.. wad am i going to get? a B3?????? NOOOOOOO!!!

Z stands for ZORRO!

i have a temporary maid.. for the festive season's sake. and her name is siti maisaro. =P anw she's 23. and she knows im 16. YET she insists on calling me KAK. actually at first she called me Ma'am. HAHAHAHA! by right i shud be the one calling her kak... but she PLEADS me not to call her kak. HAHAHAHAHA! okie. but she's nice lah. haha. got sense of humour osos. =)

my eye is not so bad now. woo!

=)!

raya is in lemme see less than 8 days.. and i have a HUGE SWOLLEN eye. shit the haze lah damn it. u know what SHOCK i got when i looked into the mirror early morning and i realized that my eye is bigger.. but somewhat smaller. u get what i mean. as in the eyelid part is BLOATED so my eye is smaller. but since it's bloated it looks big u see. IT'S HIDEOUS!! =( and i think it has gotten worse. i thought it was just a pain in the eye yesterday... AND IT HAS TURNED INTO A MONSTROUS LUMP! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! =(! i want a pirate's patch. now! NOW NOWNOWNOW NOWNOWNOW! haha! omg do i sound like a little petty irritating girl or wat.

anw i had to drag myself off my bed to go to pasir ris (ezlink) and somerset (simcard) AND YAY! i have a working ezlink and a simcard! so ppl start smsing me ur no.s coz i dont have them =) and the photo on my ezlink is changed! woohoo! ekeke. i shall start browsing the net for nice phones.. hehe coz seriously siemens is totally screwed.

FINALLY LIFE IS BACK AT ITS NICENICE PATH.

now.. ic next. ROARRRRRRRRR!!!

i was there for u. why are u not here for me then?

you MORON! I HATE YOU! you cant even say thank you and u keep snapping at people just FOR THE SAKE OF IT! U ARE DISGUSTING! ur ego is like SO FREAKING HUGE OMG!!!! I CANT STAND IT! u think ure damn great is it?!!! WERE U EVEN THERE WHEN WE NEEDED U?!

anw my family is discussing operation MOVE HOUSE! like right.. we just moved like 4 years ago halooooo?

the locksmith just came and he has changed the lock. all because of me. =( the new key looks so uncool now. it's just a normal key. like metal. it's no more that blue top. =( boohoohoo. mai is stupid.


i wonder how people can just not feel for others. like no empathy no sympathy no feelings no nothing. why live then?

like what the hell!

[**] -insert title

my day started bad! haha! but not VERY bad. coz i woke up at 6.22am. [**] =) but i still caught the 6.42am train! haha! eyy but i bathed and all k! actually i was quite surprised i caught the train coz i was rather lax when i got ready. =S erk okie. good for me. BUT when i got to orchard i think i JUST JUST JUST missed the bus [**] so me herzh and linx were late for school but i dont think we got booked cozzzzz mr justin teo was in the bus with us =) so he can save us from the booking! WOOOO! okie so we went up to the classroom and i went down for malay after that. nono. i went to the GO to ask ms veronica is the surveillance camera is recorded or not.. and i dont think she even understood wad a surveillance camera is ERGH! [**] seriously like she was asking me to explain my story lah this lah that lah. just answer my friggin question lah!!! grr. but she can be nice sometimes lah =) but i prefer ms christina haha. okie then i had malay. nothing much lah. oh cikgu hasnt ticked any work of mine so the HUMAIRAH column on the paper is like empty. i feel so naughty.. but it's not like ive not done it yet. she hasnt ticked it. mai is a good girl. =) ok not really. since she got her dad DAMN pissed yesterday. ooh ive not told u that part of the story yet. HOHO i shall tell now.

yesterday i plucked ALL the courage i could find in me and confessed to my dad abt the lost phone, wallet, etc etc and he freaked out. =(! he was damn damn damn pissed at me lah. i felt so bad. boohoohoo. he was damn angry about the 2 cheapest thing that was lost. andddd to replace that it will cost A LOT! like $2000++. so he was SUPERRRRRR pissed at me. im sorry tib i disappointed u. "i thought u are a smart girl. how can u be so STUPID!" =(( but anw i think my dad is a nice person. he offered me some money which i declined (stupidly.. but i felt too guilty to get niting from him..other than his ezlink! hehehe!) this morning i borrowed his ezlink and went to school AND OH BOY! [**] adult's bus/train fare is like OMGOODNESSLY HIGH! the whole day i used up like 7bucks can?! ON TRANSPORT! and thats not inclusive of 966 bus ride home coz i felt toooo guilty to use my dad's ezlink on such A LONGGG trip so i used cash instead. i think the difference would be like $1.50? ergh. transport system sucks. at least the fare does. nyeh. but then again the 7bucks was partly because i went from orchard to bukit timah to bishan to toa payoh to kingsley to somerset to school and back home. just try to understand.. yeah say it [**] hehehehe!

i shall elaborate more on today... =))) after malay me mel lydia fiona jac and linx went to serene centre for a while. they wanted to eat icecream and i wanted to check bukit timah out yo! haha! one day i shall build a mansion in bukit timah's prime prime prime land. but i will have to marry the sultan of brunei first HAHA! my mansion will take up errr 1/10 of the whole stretch of bukit timah road. WAKAKAKAKAK! ok thats long. i want my mansion to be like the versailles! woo! eh why am i talking abt mansions? erk. oh. then we WALKED to hwachong from serene centre and WALKED around the schoool. the goodie bag is COOLIO! they had LOADS of sponsors lah. ANDDDD the FUNKY-EST PART ISSSS.. they gave this $50 NEW URBAN MALE VOUCHER!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! [**] I BET URE SAYING IT NOW! say it say it! [**] [**} oh anw tim agreed to buy me the bag WOOOHOOO! so she'll chip in $100 and i'll use my voucher to buy the uber chio bag. ahh *flutters* anw i think the hwachong seniors are nice!!! the school and EVERYTHING else are like warmer than rj. sadly yes. erk. okie anw after that we went to rj. and the goodie bag is like nothing as compared to hwachong's. sorry ar.. meant to be for constructive feedback if anyone's reading it =) and the seniors' "hospitality" is non-existant. LIKE TOTALLY NON-EXISTANT. [**] except mebbe for SOME. well i think it's like an extreme case lah. grr. then we went to the academics sectionn and the history profs were DAMN COOL! HAHAHA! i wanna take history for sure. =)))!!! okie dokes. after that our legs were like damn painful. coz u have to understand.. we walked nonstop. other than bustrips. we dint sit AT ALL! [**] OH that syafiq has been running away from me!! [**] i want my money!! i HAVE NOTHING! give me my money!!! ROARRR!! yom.

okie after that they wanted to get back to school and i had to get to somerset. so we took a bus to toapayoh and planned to take 105 at the busstop we were supposed to alight at. BUT we dint stop at the stop we were supposed to stop at. (riteee! stop stop stop!) so we had to WALK back to the stop which was REALLY FAR. [**] mel lydia fiona and jacky gave up half way and cabbed. HAHA! coz they had options at 2pm. but nvm me carmen and linxi went on walking. and in the bus we slept. i alighted at the SJI busstop and went to the police station (again)

police station: i dont like policemen. they just make me look suspicious. DONT U GET THAT FEELING TOO?! but i fought that feeling and i smiled at them HAHAHA! and they smiled back HOHO! anw the guy attending to me was a malay ar.. so i reported all thsoe things... then he scolded me. [**] coz i was telling him that there were many theft cases in our school and he saed "thats why u shud be more responsible and not leave ur belongings lying around!" ROAR. anw then he found out that i was a malay. and like 5 mins later he turned to me and said "puaser tak hari ni?" [**] then he started asking me bout where lor sarina is and which mosque is closer to it. -_- [**] after the whole thing was done..i went to somerset!

BUT STUPIDLY i dropped at heeren instead of SOMERSET to get to comcentre. so i had to WALK again. walkywalkywalky. to comcentre. JUST TO FIND OUT that i couldnt get my simcard replaced without my father's IC! [**!!!!!!] so i had to walk back.. i went to somerset for nothing lah! and it started drizzling so i was damnnn pissed.

i went back to school. my feet ACHED LIKE BAD! i was dreaming of osim foot massager. like seriously. so i went to the malay room and lie down for a while before going for reel reading. i slept throughout selma and louise. HAHA! accrdg to yufang i missed a WHOLE LOT of things. ANW i think im psychic. i knew when that woman open and closed her fridge to eat her chocolate that her life was gonna get worse and worse till she dies. AND IT HAPPENED! [**] haha! accrdg to yufang again lah. hehe!

anw went home and WE HAD BAGUS FOR BUKER! WOOOOOOO!!!! BAGUS! BAGUS YONG TAU FOO! jon leong's fav. hehe! not bagus but the yong tau foo. woo! and im tired. and i wanna go to sleep. cya u little pikaya!

loser u!

shit ass! and i thought life couldnt get any worse! IDIOT!!!! I AM SUCH A TOOT!!! I LOST MY PHONE, WALLET, EZLINK, IC, HOUSEKEY, ALLOWANCE!! LOST! SHIIIIIIIIIITTTTTT LAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

PLEASE ANYONE WHO SEES IT ANYWHERE PLEASEEE GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!! i have hope that i dropped it somewhere and not that someone opened my bag and stole it from me. coz im so gonna get skinned alive by my dad if he finds out. SHIT LAH! im such an idiot. i shud have held it with me at all times. SHIT i hope it;s with someone who will give it back to me.

omg im so worried. i feel so thrashed. BAH! i wanna cry!! like waddehell it's llike a new phone forgoodness sake! my dad is SURELY gonna skin me alive.

today is a damn loser day. i got 23/25 for peribahasa test and the mistake was like WADDEHELL. no. 2 and 3 were wrong coz no.2's answer was supposed to be for no.3 and no.3's ans was supposed to be for no.2. LIKE WADDD rite. ok bye,

change: it can kill

omens after omens. most of the time they are bad =)

i am not sure what luck had struck me for the past week. but it certainly has not NEGATIVE luck in it. NEGATIVEEEE. i think it started from when the bat came into my life. that was the first (close up) bat ive ever seen in my whole entire life. and it is here to haunt me (spiritually.. coz i dont see a flying mammal anywhere near me now but i feel it. cheyyyy.)

anw this past week has been tremendously TIRING! like SUPER! i need sleep. (had to much actually ahahah) i shall prove it in chronological order =)

thursday: MY MAID RAN AWAY! HAHAHAHAHHA! ok at first i was rather happy. actually SUPER! when i got the msg from seerie i was like AT LAST!!!! but then when i got home.. i realizeddd that ive been stripped off some of my rights in that house..

firstly: my mom had given me permission to use the inside stove (it's a nice glass stove! so when i cook i can look at my reflection HAHAHA! ok kidding) but it's SO NICE TO COOK ON! the reason my mom gave me permission to use the inside stove was becauseeeeee err my maid blamed me for spoiling the outside stove (like wth right? look who's been out to destroy everything the house ever contained? YOU!!) so my mom saed so as long as she's in the house, i am to use the stove inside the kitchen to cook! WOO! ok so it was like only A WEEEKK after my mom gave me that RIGHT when she ran away. like right. so im back to the outside stove. BAH! so uncool.

secondly: i have to do household chores! (bahhhhh!) like half the time u see. coz seer has Alevels to study for. Ti works till the weeee hours of the morning. and who's left? tibs? HAHA! when did he ever do household chores? so it's only me and tim left. BOOHOOHOO! i dont like washing clothes BY HAND. like u noe u wash the WHITE coloured clothes and the undergarments.. (yes i wash ppl's undergarments.. =(( ) it's super uncool. but TIBS BOUGHT MELALEUCA STUFF WHICH IS DARN COOL! I LOVE!!!! it made me love washing clothes haha! BUY MELALEUCA PPL! IT'S REALLY COOL AND NICE SMELLING! woo!

thirdly: i have lesser time to revise for math and malay. =((!!

friday: i had to withstand with SOMEONE's unsupportive/so tak understanding idiotic behaviour. grr.

saturday: A FREAKING TIRING DAY AT ANNAHDHAH! but rather satisfying! haha! the 14 jars of cookies were all bought! woo! and we sold 17coupons keke! hoorah! but i was dying of thirst, standing around from 12++pm to 10.30pm (tibs fetched me! woo!) oh but i had to wait like one and a half hours after terawih for him coz he was at another iftar. I SHOOK HANDS WITH THE PM OMG! and i batal-ed my wudhuk coz of that. darn it. shudnt they be more sensitive. i mean we're in a mosquee halloo?? but anyhows.. i reached home at 11pm and i realized that i had 4 mooncakes in the goodie bag they gave HAHAHA! FOUR! i still have 3 at home kekeke! and it's frreaking big! DOUBLE YOLK RED LOTUS! YUMYUM!!!! then i had to help tim cook for sahur. SUPER TIRING!!! po came to sleep over. OH he was kind enough to talk to me over the phone while i wait for tibs to fetch me. haha!

sunday: IFTAR WITH PATERNAL FAMILY ON TIBS' BIRTHDAYY!!! woooo! it's freaking fun when u have cousins who like to entertain ahahaha! anw arif sang for us that rihanna song (unfaithful) WITH ACTIONS! ahaha! we called him the LOR 2 TOA PAYOH IDOL! hahahahaha! it was darn funny. we made him go up to the stairs' landing and come down (and act like he's coming down the steps of a stage HAHAHAHHA! i was super hilarious) OH and BELIEVE IT OR NOT! after 11 years of living in this luxurious world, arif had his FIRST BITE OF CHOCOLATE on 8th of october 2006. HAHAHAHA!!!!!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!!! and to eat that first bite was like A FEAR FACTOR STUNT or smth. he nearly puked. HAHAHAH! funny guy.

anw cik rafee was telling me about the sarah alissa girl having a crush on adil during the mendaki awards thingum. how mental can u get man. =SSS like ask for autograph and photograph in front of his parents?? like wth. anw cik rafee insisted that i had a boyfriend from RI.. or a "special friend". righteoooo! -____- and Bus saed that she saw me walking with a boy at bishan -____- right. i havent been walking with anyone at bishan haha! so very typical of an uncle & aunty haha. funny people

yawns. im darn tired. i have options at 3. so thats like free block from 11.30 to 3. roar! and i came for assembly, math and 2hours of chem. -_-. ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go home.

and it's so unbelievable how one can change so drastically.

toodles!

the omens.. bad and good

omens. they are useful. it's like in a film. u see a bad omen u know something bad is going to happen. and i was unlucky enough to start the day with bad omens haunting my half-awake body/mind. baaaaaahd. not one. but TWO bad omens.
FIRST: A human-being i rarely see on the train (whenever i do, a bad day awaits me)
SECOND: A flying, lost BAT in the school hall
like wad the hell. so u can expect my day was all messed up. But look on the bright side! it got messed up thus i went home early!

ooh i met agung on my way home just now.. anw when i got homee... i quickly baked another adonan of the cornflakes cup. =) and i cooked dinner coz my mom said she's lazy to cook for 4 people only.. since my dad isnt eating at home and my sister never eats at home haha! ALL COMPLETE within 2 hours! WOOO! im so proud of myself.

anyhows.. i had to call zamzam to get them to work with the youth hub committee on fundraising.. and we were planning to have coupons lah.. so i called 100 to get the Zamzam no.

operator: Good-afternoon-*name*-speaking-how-may-i-help-u?
me: err.. afternoon.. may i have the number for zamzam?
operator: ZAMZAM??
me: it's a restaurant..
operator: oh. hold on.
*gives phone number*
*ends phone call*

*calls zamzam*
me: hello is that zamzam?
*GOSH HOW DUMB! WHO IN THE WORLD IS ZAMZAM?!*
person: yes!
me: im humairah from Raffles Girls' School.
person: primary ar?
me: nono secondary and im .... *LONGGGGG STORY!*
*5 minutes later*
person: ooh ic. can u call this number? u can talk to the manager abt it.
* HELLO MR! U KNOW ITS THE FASTING MONTH! WASTE MY BREATH ONLY! THIRSTY U NOE!*

*calls number*
me: hello! im humairah *back to the beginning..yom*
person2: VEN?
me: huh?
person2: VEN VEN VEN?
me: sorry?
person2: VEN U WANT?
me: oh when isit? erm from 8th oct to 8thnovember
person2: NO CANNOT! fasting month very busy. bye
*puts down phone*
me: waddehell.

*calls number again*
person2: HELLO?!!!
me: err sorry this is humairah again.
person2: YES?!
me: when will u not be busy?
person2: hiyah! wait lah u talk to another person. i give u the number.
me: ok thank u. *&$#*%*(@*#@*

*calls nu,ber*
niceperson: hello!
me: *back to the beginning* yommyomyomyom
niceperson: OOH COUPON ISIT?
me: ah yes. are u keen?
niceperson: OF COURSE OF COURSE! lets see. come to my office tmr afternoon to discuss. can?

WOW. that was fast. HAHAHA! nice person.

the never before entry

hello! =D wooo! i realized that it has been 10 days since i last updated.. mr ewan-kenobi kindly reminded me just now that i havent been blogging for quite some time.. thank u mr kenobi sir! =) but again it's the fasting month.. i shall restrict myself for the entries i write this month and try to be as pure -but still funky- as possible. no rants! =D!

AHHHHHHHH!!! I HAD MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH A RAT JUST NOW!!! RAT!! RAT!! RAT!!! *wooo this isnt rantingg??* I HATE RATS NOW!! =(! i nearly cried just now k!! anw.. i happened to just get back home then i went to the kitchen to just peek and see if nione was there. then i went out.. (u see if u go out of the kitchen u see the dining table) AND i saw this long thing moving. so i was like "omg there's a chameleon in my house" i dont like chameleons too. thennnn the long thing shifted.. and THERE IT WAS! A RAT! OMG!! the long thing i THOUGHT was the body of the chameleon was ACTUALLY THE RAT'S TAIL! LIKE OMG!!! it was damn HUGE LAHH!!!!! coz my day curtain was covering the sliding door... So it clinged onto my day curtain and tehre i was screaming screaming! IT WAS TRAUMATISING!!!!! LIKE HOW THE HELL DID A RATTTTTTT GET INTO MY HOUSE?!!! NVR NVR NVR have i seen a rat ALL MY LIFE IN MY HOUSE!!! i think it got scared by my screams so it dug its way out of the day curtain. OMG! I ran up straight away. SHIT LAH! my house is infested with rats!!! and cockroaches! and ants! WHYY!! my maid isnt doing her work! GRR!

speaking of that... my maid should be a nominee for the next Grammy Awards. HOHO! And she should have a VERY HUGEEE chance of winning 10 awards straight. Some of the awards would beeee:
- Best Actress (Asia)
- Best Actress (World)
- Best Actress (Universe) *oooh ET's madddd*
- Best Cry
- Best Moan
- Best slow-motion Moves
- And many more!

NEVER BEFORE has a maid of ours fallen sick u noe! she is soooo depriving us of peace! if she knows that she cant do housework then why WORK! ROAR! and the wholeeee day she has been sleepingg.. and OMGOSH! THE DRAMA!!!!!!! she sleeps on the 4th floor. and the ironing board is on the 4th floor too. just now we were going out to celebrate seerie's birthday so i had to go up and iron my clothes riteee.. i tiptoed up lah just so that i wont wake her up.. it was silent and i dont think she was sleeping even. Then i turned the switch of the iron.. and then AUTOMATICALLY she MOANED! like "erhhhhhk" OMG SO DRAMA!!! then in the afternoon apparently she puked and i overheard her in the toilet..
"*pukes!* *pukes* Ya Allahhhh! *pukes* *pukes*"
GOODNESSSSSSSSS!!! forgive me!


ok i think i was keeping all that feelings in me.. i let them all out now. =D tomro i fast again after 6 days of ponning. hehe! cya!