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some time next year, i am sure i will be running away from home. and i dont think my parents can do anything about it cause the situation will be uncontrollable. sometimes, i pity them.. i mean they cant run away from home.. neither can they get the problem out of the house. tsk. i cant stand it anymore. i am not ur maid.

then 5 years after my first running away from home, i THINK i should be working already.. or i'll be in my final year in uni, i think i am going to run away from home again. this will surely happen if the first one happens. so i'll either not come back from work or sleep in a hostel. yep. but then again, what will my parents do at home without me. im not saying that im indispensible. but i wont be there to give them support.

tim has been complaining to me a lot lately. i really pity her. tibs just maintains his cool but i know he's hurt deep inside. now im doing my best to keep them happy and keep hoping that we will get rid of the problem.

i love you both a lot.