talk like noone's watching.

the 9th match.

go. work. towards. the 12th.



omg. pressure makes me shit.
im going to shit for the third time today.
i've been awake for 4 hours. HAHA.

post- ccal

YAWNSS

zomgz im so tired, i think i can sleep for 2days without waking up. hurhur. camp was tiiiiiiiiringggg and to a certain extent boring nyeh. ok so here were the things that we did over the past 3 days.

first day: WAKATOBI trail.

hehe. it's like trekking. i find the name wakatobi so vulgar. like those kind of hokkien vulgarities. you WAKAAATOBI! hehehe! ok that shall be my vulgar word from now on.. coz indeed it WAS a pain in the ass. insert new word in mairah's dictionary... wakatobi = pain in the ass.
but anw. other than the fact that the trail was most of the time shaded by trees and erm more trees, everything went WRONG. tsktsk damn sad.

1) our GPS or whatevernot-device wasnt working properly!!! so half the time we were backtrekking HAHA
2) we got lost most of the time. we ended up at the same spot 3 times before. HAHA. loouser.
3) MUD. zomgz. our ultimate enemy. we had to jump from one bank to another. and when we landed, sometimes, we land on mushy, brown, smelly thing called mud. it's not nice at all coz ur shoe turns really ugly. ok least of our concern.
4) it started raining. imba. HEAVILY.
5) i didn't bring my poncho. WOOO imba me.
6) out of 5 checkpoints that we were supposed to go to, we only went toooooooooo .. one. HAHA. imba imba!

ok funny story.. we had head counts thruout the whole trail, so we just counted for ourselves down the line.. u get what i mean? yeah ok. we had like TEN ppl in our group.

team (one-by-one): ONE! TWO! THREE! FOUR! FIVE! SIX! SEVEN! EIGHT! NINE! TEN! ..ELEVEN!
someone: eh??? got ghost??

hhahaha!

amusing..

me: omg my tummy is so freaking full of shit (pokes tummy)
audrey: (pokes tummy) omg so hard ah!!!

kekeke. but my tummy was really very bloated coz i didnt shit for like erm4 days? erk.

nyehdipops.

what shud i do. shud i sleep first and wake up early morning to write my script?? or shud i finish it now? AHH HOW NOW BROWN COW. the match is on freaking saturday. AHH!

im freaking chowta. AHHH! i shall post pictures on another day =D

sigh of relief...and... inhale more shit.

i am in deep shit.
bish. i donoe what im feeling right now.
i feel very HOT. like as if im going to get a fever soon.
my heart has been beating 20times faster than it's usual rate.
now thats saying smth. im not exaggerating.
i need imba meditation.
any imba stress-relief formulas?
will panadol help?
ahh.

tmr i'll meet them.
reality will strike.
i will die.
omg.
how.

MAJOR WORRIES.
1. replacement.
2. script during ccal.
3. W-I-N
THE trophy.
THE title.
once more.
with a more IMBA approach.
from scratch!


this pressure is killing me.
it's not even the beginning.
when it adds up, one day, i will need to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM and make sure every glass on earth shatters.
it will lift the pressure of me for a while.
at least until the fantastic4 come to destroy me as a villain. hoho.
rise of the err... screamer humairah.

im going crazy AHHHHHHHH!!!



i love this.
willy: If you keep making your own choices, how am i to trust you?
lizzy: You can't.

the small voice deep inside says help.

imba ruggers

ahhh one of the reasons i like to go for match support is because i feel all so patriotic for the school all a sudden. HAHA. the used-to-be suan-s and curses to the school turn into CHEERS AND SCREAMS. zomgz. but the rugby match just now was like OMG-SO-FREAKING-TENSE. yes. tense. thats the word for it. tense. THE GAME WAS GOOOOOOD!! it wasnt any kind of dumb game with scores over 80 to 0. nono. this game is imba. imba meaning u rarely get a try. u always get a scrum. hehe.

ok thats them preparing for a scrum. i THINK. hehe.

HAHA. anw it all started with ACSib scoring a penalty shot. so ok.. it was 0-3. then after that we were imba enough to score a TRY!

tahts cheemeng (NO 10) with the imba kick. damn nice damn nice.
so yay leading. 5-3. then it was half time. YEA. only 2 imba scoring for the first half. THEN SECOND HALF.. not even 5 minutes into the second half, ACSib SCORED a TRY. OMGOMGOGMGOMG. tense. and the kicked the ball inbetween the two poles.

SO they up-ed 7points. *gasps* 5-10.THEN .. halfway thru the second half, RAFFLES SCORED WOOOO!!!! 10-10.


THEN WE SCORED AGAIN! but this time round, it was not counted. omshit i was damn pissed. which then led the game to extra timeeeee.. GOLDEN GOAL. ahh. howhowhowhow. we were very very very tensed already.

i told tamzhi.. "i think i'd die watching the game. i'd rather play the game than be in a situation like this" ok whatever. talk so much. haha.

"GO RAFFLES GO RAFFLES GO BRING THEM DOWN BRING THEM DOWN!!!"

anw back to the golden goal.. after a few minutes of playing into the extra time, RAFFLES earned themselves a penalty kick!!! SO IT IS NOW OR NEVAAAAAAA!!

THIS PICTURE.. (FYI) is REALLY the golden goal. IM SERIOUS. i shall go sell it at ebay. all the ruggers would surely buy it off from me. HEHE. but whatthehell. it's already here. ok. anw. U SHUD HAVE LISTENED TO THE DEAFENING SILENCE BEFORE THE BALL WAS KICKED. once the ball was kick, i was the first one to scream coz judging from the angle the ball was flying at, it was a sureeeeee go-thru ball. haha! skali kena blown by wind. haha paisey. BUT WTH IT WENT THRU AND WE WONNNNNNNNNN!!! PERSON NO. 12 SCORED OMSHIT!! AHHAHAHHA! WE WERE SCREAMING LIKE HELL. HAPPY!!AHHH!
IT WAS THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF RJ's HISTORY EVER! (history being start of the year 2007)


everyone went to the field and i started talking pictures of acsib boys crying. HEHEHEHEE!!!

HAHA! i like this picture. wee!

then the ruggers did their scary cry thing. which is really scary. anwaar was the scariest AHHA. me and tamzhi will be having nightmares on him tonight. "OMGGGG ANWAAR IS DAMN SCARY AHHHHHHH!!"

we sang the school song and unite cheered after that!! I SWEAR it was the NICEST feeling i ever had in days. i felt so patriotic i felt like crying for the school. i felt so proud! hee.

anw congratulations to TENNIS (boys) and TENNIS (girls) and NETBALL (girls..only) FOR GETTING THE GOLLDDDDD TOOOOOOO!!! our school needs to continue getting imba gold for the rest of the finals. WOO! GO GO GOOO!!!!

btw. i realized that winston hodge and mr leong were there at the rugby match. HEHE. i wonder who went for the tennis and netball matches. hee.

OF SUPERHEROES, SIDEKICKS AND SHIT

i have found the PERFECT SOLUTION for constipation.. hoho. no laxatives/bananas/milk can beat this imba mixture.

it is..

*drumrolls*

simply..



COCOPOPS AND MILK!

HAHA!
it's true! i swear it works. i have been bloody constipated these few weeks so much so i shit like err once in 4 days? and that too not very much. unhealthy yes unhealthy. the doctor says i have chronic constipation... laxatives dint help. my tummy grew so big i couldnt see my feet. HAHA ok jk. but anw. timtim bought cocopops from the supermarket and i ate them with milk. the next thing i knew, i went running to the toilet and delivered 40shit-babies. muahehehe! no joke no joke. i lost 2 kg shitting. woooo imba. but anw. to prove that my hypothesis about cocopops and milk make u shit, i tried it again today. (bare in mind, ceteris paribus must be applied) keke. AND TRUE ENOUGH i shitted again! like nicenice shit u noe. not those comparable to camel-shit. yay! no more constipated days/nights! thanks to CAPTAIN COCOPOPS and SIDEKICK MILK. *thumbs up*


anw here are the pictures taken on dramaaa production day! <3333 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEij8vs92VVe78p8vE_iQ2pCkHKKRN1CNGv9WSc22vD1f93yATSnchpov6pSLcQbGkyEMt1Zlcu8G3rBNnTF9lnoON2eiGOcIhkeJrepAq5ZdKWH_B6uPOQr3kL1umzEL4FUPY_S/s1600-h/DSC04665.JPG">before makeup! me, wanwan (and someone's fingers) =DD

hoho. my dad said i look more like a 50 year old than a 40 year old. yom. but oklah. makcik-me.

taa emoing. all the time. haha.

me and habba!

siea siea aka syafiq aka fairuz!

anwaarr aka latiff!

budi! aka joseph jumain!

taa! aka sazali aka butlerr!

i dint get to take picture with syim and wanwan. yom. they were still doing make up then. yom. yom. yom.

on stage! niceeeee settingggg!!

after curtaincall!! HAHA! so happpyyyy!

hrmph. i miss drama already. shitheads. bahas coming up next! wooo! it's going to be painful i know. but im working for the end. GO TEAM GO!

anw. after school just now. i cleared the stuff under my table and i caught a glimpse of the 2 memory boxes. (background info: i keep many many things in the box if i think they have a significant value in my life) and i read many many notes that my primary schoolmates gave me. hehe. i found a letter from my australia friend! the last time i wrote to her was like 6 years ago? i shall surprise her later. HEHE. then i found pictures of my bestfriends. i found birthday presents still wrapped in their wrappers. (i dont use/wear them) like the nicee earrings seha and pau gave me in primary school. it's still hanging on the earring handle. hehe. i read angel letters. i looked at the movies i watched.. with who. i looked at sweeet sweet messages from juniors. like arina gave me a note on bahas 2005.. ".. good luck for bahas. this pacifier is for u to suck after much talking!" heheh! so sweet. i still have the pacifier. i still have roses that were given to me back in sec 1 i think. but that.. i think i'll have to throw them away coz they seem to be rotting. i have tthose given to me on drama feste stored in a tiny box. =) i read angsty letters to myself. i read confessions. i read hate letters. omg those days were just so damn kental. hehe!

it's nice to look back into the past soemtimes and reflect. i guess ive grown quite a bit. all these while i thought ive not changed. i feel proud. i am a changed person. tho i believe theres plenty of room left for improvement. heh.

anw this was what cikgu rozie said the other day after the production.. she met me outside the PAC. and said.. "congrats mairah!! awak tau saya tak pernah datang RJ drama tau. ni cumer pasal batch awak yang act saya datang!" (translation: congrats mairah! you know, ive never gone for any RJ drama! it's only because ur batch is acting that i came!) SO SWEEET RITEE!!! omg. and to think that she actually came to watch us WHEN IT WAS HER ANNIVERSARY! omgoodness. so sweet. i love cikgu rozie. i miss malay lessons taught by cikgu rozie. =(!

im starting to miss the life that i had. many many many aspects of it.
life now sucks. many many many aspects of it too.
will it get worse? many many many aspects of it also?

yom.

i shall go do geepee now. byebye!

ouch.

come to think of it..
yesterday night was rather blissful.

for one, drama was a success
for another, man u got defeated

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA. whyy.. im was a happy happy girl last night..
so much so.. jonathan leong came knocking into my dreams
weird really.

it's been a long time
since he became a part of me
a long time indeed

ANW back to jonny, he was rather low profile in my dream HEHE. no girls running after him. only me. hehehe. but yay! i got to take a picture of him. heck it's dream.

tsk. i need to live in the real world. im fantasizing in dreams.
WAKE UPPPPP!!!!!!
*pinch*

fairuz membunuh joseph jumain lahhhh!! cheyyy!

ahhhhhhhhh drama is over! i dont know exactly what im feeling. =( =) =0 =S

=( the uber memorable journey is over.
=) an end to the long nights in school
=0 omg so fast?
=S school work. bishbish. back to reality sista!

anw i got a shock when i saw my parents and sister seated ON THE FIRST ROW. i thought i bought them like 3rd row seats. i was shaking like mad. butterflies were vigourously flying in my tummy. BUT YAY! WE PUT UP A FANTASTICCCCC SHOW!! WOOOOOO!! just that the audience laughed at really unlaughable parts and dint really laugh at laughable parts. oh heck. as long as they laugh can already. i think our acting standard is very very good!!!! hehe! im so happy! everyone thought everybody else was veryvery good in their acting YAY!

on the way back home, we fetched ti from SPH. then she asked me..

ti: how was drama? how was ur acting?!
tim: she acted as ... herself 40 years later
me: wth.

TOTALLY.. NOT!
anw im so happy to see the juniors. so many of them today. i love them lots! hehe! i have no interest in the FA cup. but here's thanks to tibs for sacrificing watching the first half just to watch me act. HEHE .. and also! to wait for me to finish my debrief before heading home. yay! i love parents muchos!!!

ok i want to shower and snore. byes! i'll post pictures later when im less tired!

(oh and thanks nabil for the standing ovation AHHA!)

beyonce und shakira

we had student council investiture just now. i feel proud of friends who became a councilor (officially) just now. AJA!!! anw. since students from other schools were invited, nabil and sadikin happened to be there too. i met them at the canteen and chatted for a while.. then mr yh passed us.. and then i said ..

me: eh that guy looks like u nabil. damn metro.
nabil: omg noo. we are worlds apart!
me: really really.
nabil: we are like shakira and beyonce.
me: they are quite similar what!
nabil: [sings] *beyonce beyonce.. shakira shakiraa* no. one is hispanic and the other is.... lost.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

reminiscing

my sister viewed my multiply blog which ive forgotten about. hehe! that was like my sec2 blog. damn sleng. she then commented on some unsightly things she read/saw on my blog. one was a picture of my third finger HAHA damn vulgar omg. that was me. tsktsk. so i logged into multiply and deleted my posts.. then i found some old school picturessss... hahaha! not really old school lah. but pictures taken more than 10 years ago. go lmao-rofl. [click on them to enlarge] =D






do u see 8year-old timmy? HEHE. *points to the left of my cat*



and then u ask..

omg what happened to humairah over the years?

*shrugs*

the pot of gold.

sometimes we tend to look too far out that we don't realize the person we were looking for is just right in front of us.

you dont have to go over the rainbow to find it.

dont die on me.

i feel very depressed. i saw a man die. why me. all that time i watched him die, i just hoped for the machine to show at least a slight sign of him being alive. but he died still. i saw a man die. right in front of me. i feel very depressed. bah.

pls. let me forget this.

of hot captains and tomyam noodles

i cant wait for the new pirates of the caribbean movie to come out!!! the world's end. ahh! although i have to admit the previous one was like kabish-y with the idea of captain jack sparrow dead at the end of the movie. i was shagged. oooh maybe i like pirates of the caribbean BECAUSE of captain jack sparrow. i think he's HOT! of coz i do acknowledge the fact that he looks rather dirty and erm messy but he still looks damn hot nonetheless. HAHA! sometimes, perfection isnt everything one looks out for. for eg: check out these photos

captain jack sparrow(johnny depp)

willy wonka (johnny depp)

keke. both actors are acted by johnny depp. however, which one would u likely fall for? CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW COZ HE IS STARRY HOT!!! willy wonka looks too perfect for someone to fall for him. HEHE. and jack sparrow has this niceniceee gold tooth which makes him look even hotter =P agreeed?! teehee.

INTERHOUSE COOKING COMPETITION! wooooo!
yesterday, me zixin pokkie and fungshing took part in the interhouse cooking competition and we cooked imba tomyamnoodles! =D!!! we made sure that we were very prim and proper, wearing aprons, plastic gloves (which we took off out of uneasiness), etc. EHE. our presentation also quite imba. pebbles. HAHA. oh darn i dint a picture of that. bish. anw. we were given only hotplates to cook on. it got delayed for quite a while coz BW's powerpointcircuit wasnt working the whole time so it got extended for half an hour. but it ended like at 630? 2hours longer than the initial plan. stoopid. but nvm many ppl liked our tomyamsoup. however, since it's more of a HEALTHY FOOD COOKING competition, wanling said bw's food has the highest nutritional value coz they have lots of carbo? me and wanx were talking abt it and thought that if thats the case, we should have just cooked rice and garnish it with it with AN ikan bilis and a leaf. HEHE. can win already. carbo rooles. TSK. i think that TASTE is more important ah. or mebbe AS important as the nutritional value. bishbishbish. i really hope we can win lor..

anw. PICTURES!!!

gay pokkie with the apron's scarf. haha!

we look like magic clean people in advertisements HAHAH! pokkie looks like he has light over his head!!

im sure wearing an apron makes u look manly HAHA! ooh now the light is over my head!

melhooo and me! haha! melho came to support the HH people!! HAHAHA!

it's cooking still! the masterpiece isnt completed yet. =D

HELLO ZIXIN! she's checking out herself on the camera HAHA!

fs and me! okok comparison. which neopet does fungshing look more like?

shoyru?
blumaroo?

HAHA!!

ok we were just bored coz we finished cooking half an hour before it ended initially. then it got extended so we got even bored.

then we started camwhoring haha! pokkie and fungshing insisted to have their face bigbig. HAHA

our imba tomyam soup. ahh! ooh cheejun got to tapao some home and he said it's damn nice!! YAY! one more coming up!

the purple/black team!! aka the winning (hopefullyyyy) team! =D! we dumped all the left overs onto the basin and ate as a team. hAHA! damn cool. everyone came and had a bite off it. we felt so honoured to have our HHcaptain eating a BIG BOWL of our tomyam noodles. HAHA. it's either hes really damn imba hungry or the tomyam is really imba nice. AHAHA! the latter the latter.

my cat acted dead yesterday night and i nearly died of shock. *#&$*#&$(#$. at 2am in the morning my sister woke me up and said "MAI! LAM IS NOT BREATHING! SHE'S NOT MOVING AT ALL!" omg if that was said to u about ur favourite cat u will jump out of bed rite! i did! and TRUE ENOUGH SHE DIDNT MOVE WHEN I SHOOK HER. like vegetable u noe! my sister then placed her hand on her body and it wasnt moving! like u noe breathing kind of moving. then she said (as in my sister), "AHAHA JOKING ONLY LAH!" and she shook lam SUPER VIOLENTLY and pulled her hands so that lam had to stand, only then did she wake up. STUPID CAT. tido mati habis. but omg. i was damn scared i'd lose her. =(

i need to do gp. tooodles!

get-over-crush season is here!

today i woke up at 6am feeling damn shitty. although i cant deny that that was the earliest ive ever slept on a schooling day all my life. talkcock. im sure. ok this year maybe.

last last night i dint sleep the whole night coz this buggy cockroach was buzzing around the second floor. AND the worst thing is.. the sleepable (wtshit?) rooms are on the second floor. even the living room with sofa is on the second floor. third floor study room + timtibs room. fourth floor the young couple's. EHEHE. so how. i had to resort to going to the study room and err play... avoid the cocker as far as possible. Then i thought. why am i dumb. now i dont know where the freaking cocker is. so i dint go down AT ALL. until my maid woke up at 5.30. then i thought. if i were to sleep now. conFIRM oversleep. so i decided to use the comp until 6++am. HEHE. my father woke up and asked me why i woke up so early. HAHA woke up. right. so no sleep the whole night. damn imba. the best thing is monday rehearsals end at 8pm! HAHA! OH and while i was awake that night, i made little cute flowery hairties and im selling them for 5 for $2 HAHA!

so i headed for school and after the 3rd block i felt giddy HAHA. nicenice. we had pe. in the hothot sun. melho's class went for classcamp that day =(((( so i sat with the class during histsealecture. i dint absorb a thing mrsChia said. bahs. then somehow school ended and i went for drama straight. it's a miracle that i managed to remember my lines. i thought i'd screw up half the time. OH i DID actually. HAHA i kept on calling taa by anwaar's character name. ooh and before that was putting-on-make-up time. we had to put on makeup for syafiq and OMG i swear it was a disaster. HAHA every single thing also damn ticklish!!! so i purposely put on roughrough. KEKEKEKE! then left drama at 730pm coz i had dinner with my family at 8pm. straits kitchen at hyatt is damn imba at their buffetspread. to think that they have live-stations ALL over the room, tsktsk. i think it's better than carousel @royalscotts, altho royal scotts is like so bloody expensive. tsk. but anw tim wanted to treat us to something special coz of her ERHEMcivilservantERHEM payrise. bish. she shud increase my allowance also ah. KEKE. when i joined them at 8.15 i was so happy to see food coz i purposely dint eat the whole day so that i'd enjoy the spread even more. so when i finished eating almost EVERYTHING in the spread, which included stuff like, laksa, buddhajumpsoverthewall(and hits humptydumpty), kashmiri naan(omg heavenly), ice kacang, muahchee, chng tng, mutton satay, chicken rice (which i dint get), and a lot of random side dishes, i was comparable to an anaconda after its 10th elephant meal. HAHA! thank god i dint eat the whole day or i wont be able to enjoy every single dish there was. AHH heavenly. then i felt sleepy. (like pls. no sleep for 48hours. no joke) so while the rest were still talking amongst themselves and joked abt some erm jokes, (i just know they were laughing), i wore my jacket and slept on the table. HAHA! i think i slept for half an hour. coz when i woke up, half my face was red. HAHAHAHA! damn luser. and when i got home, i dumped myself onto the bed. that was like at 10.30. i woke up at 12.30 to change into pyjamas HAHA! imba imba.

and todayyy i think i felt sleepy coz i slept for too long already. i slept during math lecture (the last part) and i slept during errr ooh the journey back home.

tibs came home and looked thru the mails and he found a letter for me. =D which i saw before that and dint bother opening coz it was from singtel. HAHA! he opened it and said "im not going to pay for ur phone bills already. what is this. 300bucks?" i was like wtshit?! i used that much meh! then tim said "but that one for how 4 months?" HAHAHA! chey. cheat my feelings. i thought my phone bills damn imba can reach 300bucks in one month. kekekeke.

tomro there's healthy cooking competition and i think my team is quite screwediewoodie. BUT NVM! we will cook delicious and healthy food with BROWN NOODLES. HAHAHAHAHA! anyone wants to support us do come down. TEEHEEEEE!!!

swank

today we had drama prac at lt3. it was a fulldress rehearsal.. literally.hhe no props. just fulldress (costume). mygad. i dont feel like blogging. but i have this urge to. nvm. continues. wussy embarrassed me in front of the whole lt. BISH!!! damn dumb damn dumb. anw rehearsal ended shortly before 7.30pm and we decided to have a cast dinner! but only 5 of us went HAHAA! so we decided to go to tpy fork and spoon eating place for dinner coz they've got super imba banmien and yongtaufoo. *slurps* however, we realized that the fastest way to get to tpy from RJ was to take buses 157/163 from the backgate. it being a saturday, we realized also that the backgate is closed. SO we hd to resort toooooooo (guess!) CLIMBING OVER THE BLOODY GATE/FENCE! yayy! the previous time we climbed over it, wanwan broke her toenail.. it bled.. really bad.. and we dapped it with PANTYLINER HAHHAHAHA! coz noone.. NOT ONE single soul had a piece of tissue. HAHAHA. ok. so now i was at a disadvantage since i forgot to wear shorts under my skirt. and wanwan learnt her lesson and wore pants. so i volunteered to go first just incase the guys from the other side may catch a glimpse of my undies. knowing taa. tsktsk. i cant risk it. HEHE. ok then i climbed over.. and i was struggling with my skirt.. however my SHIRT got stuck.. and it tore. HAHAHAH! damn funny. can hear the tearing sound. then i scrapped my innerthighs and there's this LONG scar. as long as my index finger. damn long. damn pain. but nvm. i still survived. they were laughing at me ah damn mean. BISH!

but anw after that me and syafiq ate ripple icecream while anwaar and taa just sat on the wall like fellow humptydumpties. and taa got turned on by syafiq eating ripple icecream.

syafiq stuffed half the ripple icecream into his mouth HAHA


gaying.

then after that. taa got turned on by syafiq eating ripple icecream and tried to suck the ripple icecream from syafiq's mouth! DAMN DISGUSTING!! it's like seeing a babychick eating worms from a mamachicken's mouth.

eeewww eeeww!!

bish. then me syafiq and taa took the easttrain back home. i got to know VERY interesting stories abt taa. rather disturbing.

syafiq disturbed.

HAHA. nvm very educational trip back home. i know what happens when... *fills in details*

RANDOM PICS!

siew mai, loh maikai, bachang (DIMSUMDOLLIES!) and santa!

loh maikai and siewmai =D taken before pft! hahaha! and i still failed nvrtheless. hoho!

my cats fast asleep on MY bed. i had to SQUEEZE in that night coz they refused to move. baskets. but they are adorable nonetheless! =D!

hai. sometimes u just dont know how to control somebody. and when u tell urself not to care, u just cant coz u care abt that person too much to not care. also u know if u dont do anything things will get worse. but if u do smth, ur plan is likely to backfire. so hownow? whottodo? bish im crapping. time to sleep!

God help us. help them. help her.
help me.

imba!

yesterday imba me had so many activities going on the THE WHOLE DAY, overestimated my strength alittlee and then, got myself sick the following night. imbaaa. cough until chest pain. tsktsk. im such a weakling. and it's not as if i carried bricks from one end of singapore to the other the whole day.. all i did was to wake up at 730am to go bowl with 100other family members (which got delayed till 10pm), played 3 games with a 8pound ball (hehe damn weakling) till 1pm, then made my way to my uncle1's house and then at 2.30pm headed to toapayohcentral, spidey3-ed till 6pm (damn imba long and cram), thennn shopped with zixin for cooking competition at fairprice till 6.45pm, then back to uncle1's house at 7pm, and lastly to uncle2's house to swim! at 9pm! =D but swimming was the best! coz there werent nione else swimming in the dark dark pool. i think they had this power cutoff. but we cudnt play near the volcanoslide. =( but i like the waterr! swimming makes u hungry very easily. HEHE. so me and meeky ate baked potato with mayo HAHAA. i think we gained more calories than we lost swimming. HAHA.

sea hist will kill.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i need to make the cheescake damn imba
but it is not turning imbaaaaaaaaaaaa!
hownowbrowncow.